WhaT A WoNdErFuL WorLD ^_^

oh shit.

2009-09-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

Fear... lost~~
How would my future be?
i want to have a stable but less tiring job...
spend my life with my love one...
simple yet so hard to achive...
ARGH~~~

stupid me... argh...

2009-09-14T01:06:00.001+08:00

wrong decision again... wat the hell am i doing...

2009-05-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

Love or Lust?~

2009-04-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

bad to worst...

Too lost in you~

2009-04-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

Come oN "DROP IT on ME"!!!!!!!

2009-03-29T03:23:00.002+08:00

this is love..

2009-03-20T02:37:00.000+08:00

Love is letting go,
even when you dont want to.
Love is letting her be happy
even when it doesnt involve you.
Love is being okay with just being friends.
Love is being able to say goodbye
because you know its the best thing for her,
Love is letting go....

oh gosh.. so cute!

2009-02-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

This baby is so funny, when the dad says "GIve me the EVIL look" he really show an evil look! haa!

Wlao eh~~

2009-02-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

Oh man... pretty GiGi Lai married to an old man sia... shit... she is 38 he is 52... but then he is rich! haaaa..

this guy can really do beat box!

2009-02-17T12:28:00.000+08:00

haaa..

2009-02-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

these are some very lucky dump ppl!
part1

part2

alto sax

2009-02-13T02:00:00.001+08:00

This the best female saxophone player i have ever heard!!
DAMN NICE!

makan makan!

2009-02-07T22:32:00.006+08:00

Went to the Grand cathay to eat sushi buffet! So SHIOCK!!!! Haaa... lots of sashimi and fried food! my FAV!!!

Valentine's day coming... since i'm single then this yr i shall celebrate it with friends!!! valentine's day = Friendship day! HEEEEHEE
but 14th got an exam and 17th too... shit shit shit...

Drunken Truth...

2009-02-05T16:22:00.001+08:00

On AIR!!!

2009-02-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

went malaysia on sunday and bought back alot of DVD!! haaa...
On air is a very nice show... have ben watching it for two days...
shit man.. haven touch my book yet.. oh shit... exam is getting nearer.... i must quickly finish up the show and back to book again..~ hai~~~ sian...
Haaa!

[must lose some weight before my b/d! hohohohohoh!!!]

wowoww!!

2009-01-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

this video is by a korean drama name "Romance" its the very first korean drama that i like!! haaa
i have been looking for the songs for so many many yrs sia! finally i found it.. haa!

Happy Chinese New YEAR!!

2009-01-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

Haaa... so happy... cant wait for the reunion dinner!!! HAHAHA!!!
its been two yrs since my fmaily had our last reunion dinner coz the 1st yr granny past away and 2nd yr cousin give birth plus alot of ppl cant make it ... ya...
haaa...! ANG BAO ANG BAO!! COME COME COME!

YY: "over(totally)" oh gosh~ dun have to post this kinda thing la.. aiyoz...

leng leng ah, i wanna go ur hse play majong! haha!!!

hehe!!

2008-12-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

This is a happy breakup song for anyone who is heartbreak now! :>
my all time fav duet! haha![jessie love it too]!

hoooo!

2008-12-22T17:27:00.002+08:00

to make myself feels better.. i found a very funny video
it makes me laught out within 5 sec

today, no more.....

2008-12-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

Got lots of things to saY today... but didnt know where to start...
i break down... haven been crying so hard for so long....

today's song will be "离歌"

the next song is sing by "yang zhong wei"
alot of ppl cried when he sing this song! dun believe? watch it!!!!!

latest fav song!!

2008-12-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

low...

2008-10-29T13:00:00.002+08:00

今天的心情很不好~~~ 突然好想一个人。。。
这首歌也让我想起她。。。

wow.. Ellen & Portia got married! congrat!

2008-10-26T18:10:00.003+08:00

Califonia Overturn the Banned on gay married! YEAH!!
how i wish s'pore do that! haha!

ooooo~

2008-10-23T01:21:00.003+08:00

hmm.. today's paper was easy! thanks god i manage to answer all the questions! HEE

[In life there r most of the time where we r force to make a decision or do things that our heart dun agree with it, but we had no choice...]
this is wat i have learn for today.

And... i guess i'm getting to know wat i want in life and had learn to know wat is "dun ask, dunno and dun care"!
CHeers!

tian arh~~~

2008-10-19T20:34:00.004+08:00

tmr morning got paper... shit.. my mind is full of rubbish.. i cant squeez all my notes into my brain.... die die die...

J: you feeling better?
hope u r doing fine!
when i'm free liao we shall go s6 with leng k! lol!

leng: thanks for the lighter and ashstray!!

wish:exam question r easy for me! haaa!~

:P

2008-10-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

cool~ just back from bangkok!... kinda tired and boring in bangkok coz only shopping, eating and shopping again~~~ tired to the max~

a burden of guild

2008-07-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

Alright... this month is soooooooo broke for me, has been spenting money on liquior and cab! aiyoz... so lazy to work, lazy to move but not lazy to eat! ahaha.. has been eating alot for these few days.. siao rite.. lolz!
This yr i hope i can go oversea if i manage to save up enough cash, hongkong!! taiwan!!ahaha!

HAPPY BIrTHDAY ah JI !!

2006-11-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

AH JI AH JI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!! u r 20 liao ler! so fast rite!! seeing u celebrating ur birthday for so many yrs, i think this yr is the best 1 coz i can feel that u r really very very happy!! me too ya!
hmmm.... jia you for ur exam's result, u CAN make it de ok!

dEarIe, I'm very sorry that i cant spent most of my time with u, but i'll try de.
I know i'm not a good lover like those sweet couple u had seen but i'll lean and try. Sometimes u may feel that i have put friends before u but i'm not, i treat everyone equally. Maybe i get use of being single all along and i only learn how to be a friend... so since now i'm stuck with u, i got to learn how to be a perfect stead!

*Love u,
swEEt<3*

new life!

2006-07-16T13:47:00.000+08:00

ytd night i got a news that my baby cousin is born!!! Lol.. i am so damn happy! Its a boy and my aunty name him "Nicholas" sounds handsome rite??!!! Lol.. later i am going to visit my baby cousin and aunty as the both of them will be staying at my grandma hse for one month!!! COOL!!

op!

2006-07-08T04:47:00.000+08:00

Lol... holiday Liao!! LOL... but then still have to work and train for the coming basketball competition!!! on the 3rd week of july, i am going to have a 3 days Bball CaMp!!! its so cool... it is the first time i am having a bball camp, last time in sec sch dun have de... so now get to experience how bball camping is like!!! and i think its gonna be a staminer camp :S
Family problems are getting worst but luckily i have basketball to make my life easier!! if not i am going crazy over this stupid family problems again!!
All my friends out there, lets go and have a drink and talk talk when we are free ya!!!
i think friends are better then family coz there are lots of things that u cant tell ur family but to friends!! :>

i wanna thanks my sis for being understanding and never fail to support me on the decision that i have made!!!

hmmm.... should i "Forgive" or "Forgot" ???

*straight is not normal, it is just common*

WAU LAO!!! $150 LEH!!!!

2006-05-31T10:31:00.000+08:00

hai~ ytd, i went to ATM to take $200... i wanted to put some money in my wallet becoz the next day i gonna buy something! after i withdraw my money... i went to a pub to drink with my friend... after that we went to another pub again! i put my wallet behind my jean's pocket... and then i went to the toilet, i didnt expect it to drop and i forgot to check my pocket for my wallet... after i going to leave the pub then i found out my wallet was gone.. my grp of friends help me to search for it... and finally it was with a security guard and he said my wallet is under lost and found and dunno wat shit la... then i ask him is the money still there.. then he said "sorry no!" then i was like "WTF" why i so careless... fuck la.. so he check my IC number and ask alot of ass hole thing... finally he return my wallet to me... Wat a FUCKING DAY!!!!
I need to work how many fucking hours to earn that bloody $150 back .... FUcK~!

no more trust....

2006-05-27T13:14:00.000+08:00

hai~ this week and last week was a terrible one for me.... Ling and Edmand r/s dun seems to be steady... looking at how edmand is trying so hard to make Ling trust him, i felt sad for him. At the other side, ling is also trying her best to trust him back but it seems that there is a 3rd parties who wants to break them up. Jass could be the one! somehow, i felt a real bomb is beside everyone who involed in this fucking problem! i have always trust my friends, coz i dun take them for granted! as for jass, she seems to be the odd one out among all the friends i have. This is the first time i felt being make use and cheated by frenz which is jass. lol....
Suddenly i felt that my sec sch frenz is so much better than those frenz i know outside. I have learn that how ppl really make use of others to get wat they want!
Btw, all my frenz up there, r u guys still a life???? Lol....
ok! i shall end here! gtg and WOrk ler!!!!

little union!

2006-05-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. last week my dad and sis went out to have a dinner with my dad's gf and their son! well, my dad dun dare to tell me but my sis told me ler.. Hmm... it just happen to be that that day i was working but even if i didnt work, i also wont go~ heard from my sis that that little bro of mine is cute! my dad has did a DNA test which cost $1000+ and the result will be out in few weeks time. hai~ its quite sad that my half bro have to call my dad "uncle"~ Somehow, i can understand how my dad feel. I think its time for me to grow up and accpet the FACT!!!
i have fall in love with someone whom i can nv be with... Just like wat my sis have said "wat is urs, it is urs. Wat it dont, it can nv be urs"
i have to thanks God who gave me a good sis but somehow not a prefect one but its ok! and thanks GOd for making my life with lots and lots of friendz!!
alright, i shall stop here! will blog again soon! ByeBye!!!

55555555555555555

2006-04-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys! Do u think "Dawn" this name suits me???!!! haha.. i kinda like this name as Jess this name sounds to gal gal for me.... haha! alright, from now on i shall have my name as Jess Dawn Ng.... haha!!!

I just finish reading Shi2 blog, and she is doing fine now. She said that she got into the first class which she did a proud thing for singaporean!! haha!!! keep it up! and also as she is in the first class, therefore she needs to dress up in former! that means she have to wear skirt, high heels and MAKE UP!!! OMG... shi is going to have make over soon! haha!

Money matter

2006-04-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Ytd i lend $400 to my sis for her new phone, at the same day i went to macpherson ITE for the admisson plus to pay the sch fees which cost $153~~~ The sch needs a passport photo of mine so i went to take a pic and its cozt $10~~~ hai~ and the photo cannot have colour hair therefore, i wenT to buy a $7 black hair spray.... sianz.... now i broke liao~ WTF!

I heard that my cousin has get into NYP and i am very happy for him coz he was an ITE student who manager to get good grade and get into poly!!! hurray!!!!
One sad thing to say is that i am the only one who study ite in my whole family~ wat a shame
but still i am lucky that i go into ite, if not my dad cant pay a huge sum of money for both I and my sis sch fees. My sis sch fees is $1000+ for 1 semester(6 months) and lucky mine was only $160+ for 1 semester(6 months). If i get into poly then my dad is gonna pay $2000+ for I and my sis fees which he cant affort at all.

In this world although money is not the most important thing but u cannot affort not to have it.

cheated

2006-03-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

Its 1.30 pm now and i just come back from a pub where my sis went for an interview! it was quite a good pub... the ppl there are very nice plus the pay there was quite good too... the superviser treat us two mug of beer... then we stay untill 8.30pm and decited to leave but suddenly, a guy came to us and call us to join them... we got no choice but to join then. We played pocker, dice and drink beer and whoevere lose the game will have to drink! After 12plus, I and my sis decided to leave but still have alot of beer to drink and the songs we order have not start yet.. so we sing and drink till 1pm.. And finally i cannot drink anymore plus its the last song so we leave the place!!! damn it... i got bit drunk liao... We took a cab home and it cost $7.90. then i gave the taxi driver $10, he should return me $2.10 but he only return me 10 cents~~~ haI~~~ i found it untill i reach home man.. hai~ my $2 gone liao.... this taxi driver is so !@$@!#$%#$@#$ shitty!!! how dare he cheat my money! alright ... nvm.. i got free drink tonight, just take it as a small lost to me!!! hai~ i cannot make it liao.. i need to sleep ler... all the things i see now is moving! i haveto rest! good nite!!!

Will blog as long as i am free!! tmr working 3om... die liao, tmr wake up sure headache!! gd nite!

sad~

2006-02-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

hai~ O'lvl result was sux! Ite is my only choice... i recieved a letter from Macperson ite saying that i have been shortlisted from the digital animation course~ hai~ sad... therefore i only left with 4 courses! hope to get into Simei ite.

24 feb
wake up early in the morning and went to grandma's hse, my aunty was there and she says this "ha, ur birthday today ar? aiyaz... celebrate for wat, u get to eat good food everyday and is consider b/d liao, still celebrate only waste time, xi bei bo liao + extra"
i was so sad because this year i didnt celebrate wat, and in the first place and in my whole life i have nv open bbq, chatlet or party for my birthday, i have always keep it low profile. hai~
Nv... i still have a whole lot of friends still remember my b/d and bought me a cake!!! my father was useless... no angbao or even a cake for me... this yr was really a sad 1 ! Thanks sis for the b/d present, she is the first to give me a present and she is the only one in the family that gave me a present too!!!

25 feb
It was 5.30 in the morning, that stupid father of mine make such a big noise as though a bomb has been drop down to my hse. I was in my bed and saw my dad was very angry, so i ask wat the fuck is happening? so he said that my sis didnt come home and so he throw all her stuff into the dusbin. Wat the fuck~ my sis was only 2 night didnt come home and sleep only, why make such a big fuse... knn~
Afternoon when my dad reach home and i having my nap, he called my sis and scolded her so loudly that the whole block can hear! haha... power ya.. but the words he said was very CB!
if i didnt hear wrongly, he was saying things like "this is not a home and i am very disappointed with it plus i am going to give up"
And in my mind i was thinking that our family become like this is all course by him. he is the one who break the family apart by having a women and their son!

Everyday, i was trying very hard to avoid my father... i really luv andhate him alot which makes my heart feel so sour. Even if i see him, we dont talk at all... hai~

(this is for June= oie june ar, dont always call me to blog leh... i had a hard time to type english leh.. )

lol!

2006-01-14T09:06:00.000+08:00

Ytd i went to gys for the orentation of uniform grp for sec 1, band but did a good job! But i know they can do even better than that!
this is my first time going back school after my O's . I saw alot of teachers and they look happy to see us (graduated students) back!!! They first teacher i wanted to see is of coz Ah Tan !!! haha! lucky she still have sometime to chat with me and shiz and i gave her a peanut choco!! I heard that teachers are very busy and most of them were staying back in sch untill 6pm plus.... Sad ya! hmm.... Next, i look for Ou nai nai and i also gave her a chocolate! finally Ow nai nai has change a bicer shoes for herself but then the socks is abit too high la.. that makes her look abit too children! haha

hai~ That teacher whom i wanna hack is not in school, i think he know i wanna @#$&^2#%# him up thats why he went off very early! LOL....
After all the events, i saw ah teo and she came out of the staff room to have a chat with me and shiz !! well, she looks the same lor.... still very skinny!

GYs 's principle was sucky man... how dare she stop me from playing bball... if cannot play, then dont build a bball court la~ kao~ nvm la.... since she is another Oba-san... haha!

I am quite sad abt bball girls b div team, i heard that only one person from bWLs get in the sch team and she was like an "extra" in the team. hai~ So i was wondering, if i go back to help for bball will they welcome me? or will their skills and atittude piss me off?? haha!!
nvm... i will go back if ah tan needs help! thats it!

Now is 9.30 am, i am off today so it was quite boring to stay at home.. can die ar.. i cant imagine how am i going to spent the day~

haha.. I am back!

2006-01-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!! I am back to log again!!! cool!
Now adays, i am busy working man.. working at 7-11 and edo sushi... hai~ when i get my pay, it was like~~~ " the~~~ so little" but nvm la.. better than nothing!
Just heard from shi that LCK bully my Ah Tan again!! Fucking LCK, u r gonna be dead this friday when i go to GYS!
hmm... it is late now and i need to go to bed ler.. tmr i am working at 7am~ hai~
byebye! I will blog again once i am free!

Bah~~~~

2005-11-10T10:02:00.000+08:00

aiyoz... i kinda regret to study for O's because i find that most of the paper are very easy~ but too bad, it knows me but i dunno it!! jajahaha!!!
Now is morning!!! its so great coz get to sleep untill late late, as these few days i have been waking up early to sch for exam. Great that today has no paper!!!
I just went to have a look at my sis blog... hai~ to my surprise, she mention that two days ago she went to have dinner with dad and that women.... sad man... cant imagine my sis is on her side and not me... hai~ forget it la... anyway, this is none of my bloody businnes~
ok thats all lor... gtg bye!

My lovely grandma!

2005-10-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

One year ago, grandma has tumor in her breast(breast cancer) and went for an operation so removed it. This year March, the tumor is back and the doctor says it cannot be removed anymore. So the doctor gave medician to help control the cancer from spreading. But now its more serious, the cancer cannot be control anymore and has spread to blood. And now it has become leukimile(dunno how to spell).
Now, grandma was too weak to walk, therefore she has to lay on the bed all the time. She could not speck properly because of the "theraphy"(dunno how to spell) therefore, sometime the family can't understand what she is trying to say.
23/10/2005
I wake up very early to see grandma and make sure the maid feed her. When I called "grandma" she look at me and say very softly "ah li, ur face very white white" I replied "where got?!" and we both smile :) she look at me and pointed at my spect so i take it off and gave her, i told her that its is red and she replied me with a smile and reture the spect to me.
Again, she ask me things like "u dun have sch today?" "wats the date today?" "have u eaten?" "wats the time now?"
24/10/2005
At night while sleeping, i dream of my grandma going to leave and when i wake up i found myself crying because there was tears in my eyes and my heart pump very fast.
I went to see grandma today and found that her body is getting more of the blue-black. It is not being hit by someone or an object, it is actually the system of blood cancer. When i ask her iszit painful she replied no. But i know that as time goes by the pain will come and this is wat i am very worried about.
25/10/2005
Today grandma went to see doctor and doctor told my uncle that if my grandma is lucky, she will have few more months to live if not will be few weeks only, after hearing this uncle tears.
This news has spread to the whole family, everyone was very moody and so do I.

*God, pls dun take her away from this world. I know gong3 gong2 up there miss her alot, but i really cant take the pain of losing her.

SuNnY!

2005-08-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

HoHo I am FiNe! baCk to normal ! have to work full today ... see ya.. ***zoOM***

wHat tHe F*

2005-08-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

CaNt stand u... hate ur attitude... the way u act and the way u treat others.. U r sucks.. pls face the true and stop running away when troubles come. wat are u stressing abt gal... come on, stop all this unhappy things and CHANGE UR mINDSET. Remember this to urself, nobody owns u a living ...
hate u so much.. pls get off my sight as soon as possible..

3 days of F&N cooking journey~

2005-06-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

cool... finally ended!
stupid ah SINGH.... scold and scold none stop...

[DAY 1]
14/06/05
I went to buy my ingredient, GOsh man~ the total for my ingredient was $25++ expanesive right?!! but no choice coz i need to try out at home first in-case tmr's practical i will make alot of problem, so i went home and start cooking from 6pm. Time fly fast ya, when i look at the time again it was aready 9pm. But i still left with a Pancake not done yet, the batter was so hard to do and when i put some batter into a non-stick pan, the shape is always very small or even ended up making ROTI PRATA... hai~ so i have wasted 2 hours trying to make the idoit pancake... therefore i decided to stop and wash up all my equipment and clean my kitchen. Again i look at the time and it is 12 mid-night ler, can u imagine 7 hours later i need to wake up and rush to school to cook again.. ARGH~~~
After finish cleaning up my kitchen, i take a bath and watch some tv show to wait for my hair to dry up then i can sleep. 1 am ler!! finally my hair has dry, show has ended and i can sleep lor... 6 hours left!!!

[DAY 2]
15/06/05
@%!^%#&$^&$^ * what noise was that!! i wake up and look at my clock. KAO~ 8 o'clock!! I AM LATE!! die die die... howhowhow... i make a call to weiling to ask whether ah SINGH have reach the school or not, weiling said she was not there yet. I pack the ingredient that i need to bring to school and rush all the way to bus stop... take bus... reach the school bus stop and is raining heavily... so swey~ but luckily, i bring an umbrella!! when i reach the school kitchen i was being scolded by ah SINGH for late... hai~ early in the morning i was scolded by her swey ar~
I take my ingredients... do my cooking everything and when it comes to making the pancake i was abit scared coz ytd night i didnt success in doing it, but lucky ah SINGH helps me with it and teach me how to do.. anyway, i must thanks her for teaching + scold me!! haha After cooking+cleaning the equipments it was aready 1pm+..... Siew leng and Vivian was waiting for me and weilling at MAC. when we reach mac, we settle down and rest... gosh~ i was so tired...
as i tot i can finally go home and rest, siew leng said to me " hwee li, we still need to buy my ingredient" then i remember that ytd i promise her that we will go and buy her ingredient and try her cooking at her house... hai~ I also promise to help her in the real practical cooking.
Bo bian... So the both of us went to bishan NTUC and shop for the ingredient and then take a cab to her hse... by the time we finish cooking its aready 7pm+ kao~ so tired... i stay at her hse for awhile more and then i went home... I reach home at 9.30pm, then take a bath and do house work... online.... watch tv.... and then sleep....

[DAY 3]
16/06/05
oh man.. third day.... This time i wont be late again coz i have a morning call from my dad.. he called me at 7am.. i was sosososososo tired... so when i reach school, siew leng and i take our time and take the ingredients. Then cook cook cook... haha.. finally its done... but that ah singh dun let me go home... i was so angry and in the end i dun care about her ler.. i just take my bag and walk out of the kitchen... headed home...
when i reach home i sleep for 5 hours!! by the time i wake up its time for dinner... can u imagine i did not eat anything for the whole day excpet for dinner... so i had my heavy dinner.. haha too hungry ler...
Now, i am feeling better... thanks god that these three days of cooking has past...
alright i shall stop here... hope tmr is a better day~

[for my sis: so sorry about wat had happen last sunday. I forgot to tell papa that u paid for the meal too because after the dinner my stomach was very painful and i didnt even seriouly listen to wat papa says and pain untill i cant think of anything ler... wat i was thinking was to put my wallet into my bag and hope to get a toilet asap... so sorry about it and i know ur heart hurts]

<^_^>

2005-06-02T15:27:00.000+08:00

cOoL~ long time didnt blog leh... I just finish watching 3G's latest photos in the friendster. From what i saw, they are still as cheerful as last time and are getting very PrETTY!!! hope i can meet them out for a dinner or something... haha!

Now is holiday, it is very boring staying at home facing the computer or books and homework... can someone meet me out for a sports game... i have put on weight and i cant believe it man! i go for my regular jogging and yet i still put on weight... wat shit is this? feel like giving up because it is very stressful to keep thinking of dieting... but no chioce as i still have 8 kg to lose in order to get acceptable weight~~~~

i have watch the MISS UNIVERST 2005 and i dun like the champ, i prefer either PERU, SWITHZERLAND or MEXICO. Although Miss CANADA has a pair of beautiful and special eye's colour, but i dun like her face~
The best ChaMp i think is 2004 miss universt from Australia! Dun u think so??? haha... that is the only year i guess correctly for this pageant!!

I am tired and need to take an hour nap now.

Good Morning!!

2005-05-12T03:01:00.000+08:00

wow! so fast.. now is 3am ler while i still very energetic!! Outside was raining like cats and dogs!! the wind was so strong that it blow my carpet very far away from the door... and the sound of the strong wind was like the voice of a howling monster... so scary~~~

well, i am still up at this hour is because i had my ytd afternoon nap for too long. I think i took about 6 hours of nap and i wake up at 10pm... hehe! so now i couldnt sleep at all. I spent around 4 - 5 hours to learn and "decorate" my blog!! its so tired doing all these blogger staff but i enjoy the result!! when i look at the time then i notice is already 3 am .. so i decided to leave a blog to tell people that i am proud of my blog yeah! haha...

As for my sister, i think she is just angry at that moment only. After that we still gets along well which is very good!! haha

Siggy of the day
[Someone told me to get a life, but I'm not sure where to download that from] haha!!

shock!

2005-05-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

hooooo~ today was my last paper !! haha.. although tmr is the real last paper but then i dun give a damn coz it is CME ~ somemore its set by "LCK"....
today's FnN paper was kinda hard, i think is becoz i did not study ya~ :P but luckily i still manage to finish one piece of full scape paper!! haha
After the paper, i went to have a jog with vivan and weiling... but then this weiling ran half way and stop.. i think is becoz she is too hungry ler... but nvm i still have vivian with me!!
after the run i, SL, WL, Vivian and june went to mac for our brunch (breakfast + lunch)
soon we go seperate ways and go home... siAnZ~

when i reach home i saw my sis, we sit together and watch tv... then dunno how i play a jk with her as i know she wont gets angry de... but to my surprise she was very angry... and scolded me F**K not only that, she use her fist with all her strenght and hit my hand~ in the first place i was so shock that she will scold vugular words and secondly, my hand was not pain but my heart was very painful.

Quote of the day
[I'm not myself today.. maybe I'm you!] haha~

gIvE uP

2005-05-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hai~ i have decided to give up ler.. coz today i went to eat pastamania and u know what... i eat a pasta that is with chicken. hai~ now then i remember... so i have decided not to become a vegetarian.. sad~

Today is math paper 2, guess what?! i skip 3 question and i actually read one of the question wrongly, therefore, the whole answer i did is Xwrong loh~ sad...
tmr is chemistry paper and science paper1 which is MCQ only!! i know i am going to fail this two paper.. haha... coz i have nv pass any of my science paper since primary school.

Quote of the day
[You're only young once... you can be immature forever!]

MuSt restart ~

2005-05-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

So tired ! jUst came back from woRk.....
hey guys! how is my new bloggskin?? nice?? look at the big pic above, there are 5 different pics, everytime u refresh this page it will have different pic!! cool ya!!
Anyone has any ideal how to get rit of the blogger bar above??
oh ya, is the music nice?? haha.. i wanted to put the song of my blogskin theme.. but then got error.. so i got no choice but to put "beauty and the beast" !!
hai~ i just recalled back that in the afternoon, i have ate a twistie and it is of CHICKEN flouver~ hai~ so my one week of vegetarian has to restart again... so tmr i shall start again!!
ok~ its time to sleep! gd night to myself!

Quote of the day
[Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind] haha!

1 week of vegetarians

2005-05-06T17:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night, cant sleep and then suddenly alot of things came across my mind... i keep thinking wat i really want when i finish my studies life?? Now adays i seems to take everythings around me for granted... very bad man... and my mood wasnt good, gets irritated easily or just dun feel like talking to anyone... so i tot of doing something to change myself and finally i came up with "vegetarians"

I heard that being a vegetarian can help one to think positively and stay happy! and also it helps to give a healthier lifestyle... I have being a vegetarian for 1 day before, therefore, now i am giving myself a target of being 1 week of vegetarian. If i can make it i will try to contiune..

I have done some research on the types of vegetarians... haha... there are so many types of different vegetarians... one of it is strict veg where they dont eat and wear anythings that came from animals... for example milk, eggs or clothes that made from leather or etc..

The another one is Lacto-, ovo-, lacto-ovo-vegetarians. Lacto comes from the Latin word for milk and ovo from the Latin word for egg. So, lacto-, ovo- and lacto-ovo-vegetarians are those who eat dairy products, eggs or both, respectively. Well... i choose to be a lacto-ovo-vegetarian,
alright~ today is my first day of being a vegetarian... hope to see a change in myself!!

[[day 1]]

Quote for toDay!
Roses are red, violets are blue, I once thought I was ugly, until I saw you!

New Lens

2005-05-05T14:14:00.000+08:00

yOz ppl~
hmm... just came back from school after my physic paper. This paper is kinda easy and straight forward, but then i didnt study enough so i cant answer most of the question. There are alot of formula needed to be use to find the answers, since i cant remember the formula, i just anyhow plus and divided here and there... haha.. clever rite!!! LoL

I just got my contact lens ytd night, i took 10 mins for to put on the lens on both of my eyes... haha.. tears keep coming down from my eyes. But luckily, this morning i wear it and it is slighly easier to wear and not much tears in my eyes. hehe! The reason why i wanna wear lens is to wear sunglasses... haha.. i wish to have alot of different types of sunglasses then everytime go for shopping can wear different types... haha.. You might think i am crazy, but i really luv sunglasses!! haha...

I am late for school today, i wake up at 7am and rush all the way to school and manage to sit down on time for my physic test.
I am looking for an english name that really really suits me. Do u think "SPADE" suits me?? or izit sounds like a guy's name?? does anyone have any recommandation of english name for me?? haha! :>

oh ya... anyone looking for spects/contact lense/sunglasses can ask me... I got lobang ya!! can discount de! ToDay is 05/05/05 !! my fav number 5 leh!! haha

byebye! will blog again asap~

[[believe In yourself]]

~here I aM~

2005-04-30T12:29:00.000+08:00

hi everyone, WoW.. it has been more than 1 month since the last time i blog... so sorry ya, coz i lazy to blog ya hehe...
I just had my chinses paper ytd, haha.. so difficult man~ almost going to frank out when doing paper 2 comprehension... I used 1 hour to do the last compre. I tot i can have time for a nap... hai~ too bad.. i dun even have time for that crazy compre... after the test i went back home.. hai~ dunno why i dun feel like going home~~~

a few days back, i borrowed a VCD of "My dAte wIth A VamPIre 3" from my friend, u know wat.. i took 2 days to finish watching this show... i have always like this show since part 1 and 2... and dunno why after the watching the show, i feel that i am still in the vampire's world... as in i still cant get out of that show... very scarry rite... oh man... who can help me... i cant even forcus on things as my mind keep wondering of the show.... HeLP!!!!

Back to ytd, after chinese test... then go home... and then waiting for 7 pm to come... well, my cousin "date" me for a run at 7pm lor... i wonder is that road i run on is spirited or what becasue i fall down again... but lucky i got expirients before... so this time not really fall untill very "Chaim".. but still very painful... hai~ but lucky, ytd has past..

Now is 30 april lor.. last day of april~ from tmr onwards, movie tickets will increase... kao~ wat does the goverment want?? the increase is horrible lor.. Monday to Wednesday $7 , Thurday to Friday (before 5 pm)$7.50 , Weekends $8.50 then if i am not wrong mid-night is $9.30 hahaa.... u dare to watch meh... haha i think it is better to rent dise ler...

*working at 5pm later... shall stop here... will blog again asap*]

[[hope to get that show out of my mind]]

3.30am

2005-03-13T03:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO! haha.. look at the time that i had blog now... so "early" haha... i cant get to sleep because ytd i sleep too much ler... alright, i shall talk about what happen ytd!
I wake up at 10am. Went down to one of the bread shop near my house to buy bread of coz.. then back home again.. switch on my computer and enjoy my breakfast at the same time!! wow.. so Full! after finish eating and playing wif my com, it is around 12.30pm... suddenly, i felt a bit tired so i went back to sleep.. haha... sleep sleep and sleep.. by the time i wake up is aready 4pm! die liao... i am working at 5pm.. shit.. so i rush to work...
After work is 11pm ler.. i take a bus home.... reach hm at 11.40 pm. And untill now i haven sleep... haha.. and i dun think i will sleep before 5 am ... therefore, i got nothing to do and i decided to blog!! haha alright.. shall stop here ler.. i wanna play games lor! byebye!

sPoRts heat

2005-03-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

hoho~ this bog is for ytd! Hai~ have to recall back what happen....
haha... i wake up at 8.30 am and gosh~ i am late for school... aRGH~ so i take my time at home. When on my way to the bus stop, vivian called me and ask "hwee li, where r u? today got sports heat leh" so i reply.. yes yes i am coming now! Then, i found that shi called me a few times in the morning, i wanted to return call but i guess she is having her lesson and don't think she will answer the phone. when i reach school, i take my late slip and headed up to the class room. so swey~ Mr NG was in my class scolding my whole class, i was like just greet him then hack care and go back to my sit, but i think he is not very happy with my attitude so i ended up being ask to satnd infront of the class -_-" after he finish his "talking" he wanted to talk to me outside the class.. hai~ well, he just talk crap to me! haha lol..
LALALA~ 12.30pm !! went to have lunch at yoshinoya with theresa june and vivian. After that we went to the stadium, but not many people have reach so we get ourselves ready at our own respective place.
First heats was 100m sec2 guys follow by sec3 then sec4 and 5. There is this stupid guy name LIM BOON LIANG who ran out of his lane and ended up in others people lane.. and get disquilify. HAHA... just as i though that my class got no hope to get into final , our dear YUDA get 1st for 100m boys!! yeah!! and he is now in the final which is on the sports day! *hope he get 1st* My chairman JUNE, get a 3rd for 100m girls and has get into the final, i believe that she can do better on sports day! JIA YOU
Next we have our yang sheng DIDI who gets 1ST for 800m ... haha! Our class have 1 gold!
The last event is 4 x 400m relay for boys and gals. The boys are yang sheng didi, boon liang, yuda and Y***FF** <--- dunno how to spell.. :P for the gals we have June, nabila, gayari and theresa. Our boys came in FIRST!!! haha.. well done guys! although our gals did not get 1st but they got a SECOND which is very good too !!
I just got a news that nabila got 3rd for long jump! cool! haha.. and also just to tell everyone, i got 2nd for short put! haha~
ToTAL medial for 5n2 on the time being is 2 GOLD, 2 Silver and 1 Bronze !!! haha... LOVE mY cLaSS!

1st dAy at PZ edo~

2005-03-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

oh.. sorry guys.. i didnt blog for 1 week becoz i was lazy + tired~ :P
I wake up at 10 am, just dunno why??? i was slagging at home untill 3.30pm... i have a long time nv slag at hm like today ler! haha... left hm at 3.30 for work... well, today is my first day working at paradiz centre edo. Starting, i felt very weird and strange to the new place and feel like quiting... but then after afew hrs, i find it quite alright ler! i work from 4pm to 11pm... oh gosh.. tot that today will be a boring and slow working hr day for me. I got to know two new guys whose name is jason and hong jie. u know wat?! our sch got a GIRL called hong jie ... lol... this two guys was very good.. and also hard working... there is this manager called "ah ling" she was so cute... haha she dun have a manager's face or temper. HOHOHO... time fly... and it is 11pm ler!! punch my card and headed home!! after reaching home, i called my dad who was faching my sis home from the indoor stadium to buy me my dinner... alright.. i MUST stop here ler... coz my food is going to turn cold lor.. haha.. byebye! i will blog again as soon as possible !

LInG's B/d

2005-02-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

woo~ woo~ wAke up at 10.30am ... ops! LatE!!! hai~ dIe ler... weiling sure kill me if i am late. I rush out of my hse as soon as i finish my stuff before meeting LULU , PK and SL. whEn i ReaCh i only saw SL, therefore its obvious that that couple was late~ (lu & pk) haha!! while waiting, i and SL saw boon and vian. Thought that vian is going too but she said she has to work -_-" as for boon, he is waiting for raymond(wrong spelling i guess)..... after that couple arrived we decided to wait for boon & ray... coz we r all late.. but didnt know that ray is the worst... in the end he makes everyone waited for him who is just staying near by and yet so late... But forget it... at last he appear. haha... so we take the train n head to admirety to meet weiling and the others. After we reach weiling's hse... all of us was so hungry, hot and tired. we had lots of orange syrup and food waiting that is waiting for us to eat/drink them up!! hahagaga!!! while eating half way.. weiling's stupid bro was singing with the music... haha.. this is when everybody know that he cant sing at all.. its totally OFF tONE !! hahahaha~~~ i almost laught untill my head drop off!
Lu, pk and sl went to buy a cake for weiling. JusT wanna make her happy coz after all a birthday needs to have a cake so that it looks perfect rite?! haha... DidNt know that weiling gets so HAPPy that when all of us take the cake out and sing her a b/d song, she cried. she was very happy and tears with joy!! end of the party lor.... all of us take train, some went hm some wnet for shopping. As for me, i am going to wrk.. :P but i was late... and lucky carmen(manger) was not angry with it. After i punch in my card, carmen tell me that tmr is cinelesure edo sushi last day.... then i was like oh :O serious??? carmen said she wanna bring her worker over to another outlet and ask if i wanna follow or not.. and i agree... SO SAD to hear oc edo is clsing down... hai~ wat to do.. the sale is very very bad, thats y its closing down. i was send to paradize centre outlet... not sure that tat outlet is as fun as the one in cine or not?? hope it is better.. haha.. alright .. stop here ya.. gd nite! sweet dram! *wenYa- ThAnks For tellIng mE tHaT, i am ReALLy very HaPpy. ThAnKs alOt!*

Its mY birthDay!

2005-02-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

wAke up in the morning... shi msg me to wish me a happy birthday, and then saw that shi is not the first to wish me... is grace yeo then follow by gwyneth, grace. geo, ah na, gaybriel and then shi... haha.. early in the morning i saw so many msg that wish me a happy birthday. Went to school, weiling looks so happy and she told me that she was very happy becoz today was "mine" b/d ! weird right?! haha.. anyway, i think she was excited for her birthday which is two days after mine. At the end of the last to period before going for chinses lesson... LIM WEI LING and CHONG YUAN LING give me afew kisses on my cheek... oh man.. YUcK! hahaha...
wEnt home at 4pm, had a bath and meet sis at tpy for free ice-cream at swensen!! after eating, i been thinking of whether to buy 7610... after thinking for half an hour i have decided to buy... and now i got the phone which cost me $750~ gosh.. after buying.. i ask myself.. am i mad or wat?! why am i spending 700 dollars over a stupid phone which coz me 2 months of my pay... well.. since i had the phone liao.. i must take care of it lor.... after buying phone, my father facth me and sis for a dinner at rama thai! oh man.. the food was not really that nice but then this dinner coz my father $150 !!! hai~ feeling so bad and sinful for spending so much money today~ well.. 1 more hour and my b/d is over... shall stop here... gd nite* bye!

sO fULL

2005-02-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

Today i skip my english remedial coz i cant stand "aljuned road".... and partly is i am too lazy to stay in school for so long. Sad to heard that i get 3rd in shot put... hai~ I went for a dinner with grace yeo at Jack's place and she treat me!! becoz of my b/d is cuming !! We eat a total of $70 for this meal~ so damn full.. but then i dun find the food nice, i think cafe cartel food is nicer! After dinner, grace go home with me becoz my sis bought a cake for me and her. WoW~ the cake was nice... that is why right now i have not sleep becoz of too full~ thats all for today! gD nIte evEryone!

stReSs

2005-02-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

Wake up in the morning and was so scared of looking at myself in the mirror because of my new hairstyle... wondering what to style for my hair so that it will look nicer, but by the time i get an ideal i am going to be late for school. During one of my lesson, valerie said that my hairstyle makes me look like a piyo piyo!! wahaha... i was thinking of cutting my hair again but since valerie says i look like piyo piyo, therefore, i am not going to cut again untill next 2 months LoLxx~
Mr AW was so cute in class today, i am not going to forget the expression he made. haha... this is wat happen.. He wrote some words on the board and wanted us to copy, when the class was copying it half way, he rub it off and my class was like saying #%!^#^$#%$ (sound). By the time he realise it, he has aready rub everything and the most funny part was he turn and look at the class with a very *sTuPID + cUtE* face... LoLXX~
DidnT know that Mr bAnG baNG was such a nice person ! U know whaT ?! he bought the WHOLE class a yellow file each for his physics lesson!! surprise right !! and the real surprise thing is that the FILE is FOC for everyone!! haha... kind of like him :)
After school i attend my chinese extra lesson and did a chinese composition, sad to say that i am the last to finish it~ next i went for my band practice and then go hm...
wHen i reach home and saw a lady in my grandma house, then i remember that she was the new maid which was hire by my family to look after my grandma... this maid can only speck malay...
now my house got a stranger... so wierd~
TIreD and sLepPy ... gD night everyone!

hApPy bIrTHdAY gRAce YEo

2005-02-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

tOdaY straight after school, i went for a hair cut. That stupid bitch cut my hair untill like shit... oh man... after cutting hair i rush home for a quick bath n went to meet grace for movie and dinner as today is her bithday!! we watch "I do I do" and i find this jack neo movie is kns... most of it is sharon ow crying and crying... i think the funniest part is where the man wanted to call police for help ! hahaha! after movie we went to cafe cartel for late dinner, by the time we finish dinner is 10pm plus... and then i send her home... hoho... thats all lor... *zOoM*

free day

2005-02-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

I dId not attend school today [wakE up lAtE], that is why i am bloging at this time.. feeling so board and tired.. I msg vian vian n told her that i am gonna rush to sch but she said that if i late again, i will be send for "dc" and ah teo is looking for me too aRgH~~~ oh man, therefore, in the end i did not go to sch~ *kns* miSS my chinese test, F&N lesson and body check up... Gonna visit Mrs Hee at 5pm!! going to her house to eAt "yu sheng" thats wat shi told me... wHat i am going to do now is to wait for 2pm n go for a jog... kinda crazy rite~ but no choice as i wanted to maintain my staminer.. shall stop here, i will blog again tonight or so! *bye*

testing

2005-02-17T06:09:00.000+08:00

yoyo...!! sorry.. this post is just a teating only!! :P